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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

These quotes! whoaaaa I Like it!

I Found these pictures by googling.

 Thats true, Life is good. People just take an over reactions in situations or conditions. And even me. yes, honestly. Sometimes I did.

That quote is quite true. If you just wait for a perfect moment and condition you will get nothing. Chance and opportunity  wont come twice.

A real Love is someone who love us just the way we are. Dont care about the pass, just see in front, now and the future.

If you had already in love with someone, and you both are in a  realtionship. Please dont mess it up. Or, you will feel regret at last. Dont burn the fire or you will get burnt.

Yeaaah never felt like this? I guess not. People often to feel like this. Even me. yes when we was in a childhood we wished that we were growing faster and faster, but whoaa, now we are an adult, and wishing if i could back to our childhood. right?

We just need to Love someone and to be Loved!

Sometimes men need to cry too, and it's okay!

Sometimes, people just dont know how to start it!

Always believe that HIS plan is always be the best for you.

Only real friends will tell you when your face is dirty -sicilian proverb-

come on people, spread your wings and Breakaway!

I Love to learn and improving my self.


Sunday, May 16, 2010

Rest in a peace :')

hey...I've been in a very upside down moment right now.  It just like there is a black hole inside my heart. It feels like something burn my heart,it hurts me a lot. last week my lovely aunt had passed away. second sister of my mother. i was really shocked. i was far. i was in Malaysia when i knew that bad news. Innalilahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun. she has gone. forever. just like my daddy. both of them left me, forever. i cant see her face again, i cant do a silly jokes with her, i cant hear her voice. i cant do holiday-ing with her anymore. Ya Allah, why did you take her so fast like this??
Few days before she's gone. She was in hospitalization. I thought she will be fine. But, the destiny said another. Allah SWT has called her back to his side.

I know. maybe this is the best way for her. after battling her illness for almost 36 years. she got ITP (Idiopathic Thrombocytopenic Purpura), is a bleeding condition in which the blood doesn't clot as it should. This is due to a low number of blood cell fragments called platelets (PLATE-lets). Idiopathic means that the causes of the condition isn't known. Thrombocytopenic  means there's a lower than normal number of platelets in the blood. Purpura refers to purple bruises caused by bleeding under the skin. It was so terrify. she got it since she was in high school. she never gave up, always tried to survive. Now, she had won againts ITP. I know.

She has no kid. Actually, she had. but her daughter has gone before her. That time her daughter was 7 months old. Now, both of them left my uncle alone. He must have been in a great grief. Not only him, but we do. We just could let her go. Pray for her, for the best place in THERE. Rest in Peace tante, I'll always pray for you and also for my Papa :) I Love you both very much!

Our Last vacation to Spore in January 2010. Instead of visiting my flat in Malaysia.

                                 Tante Evi and me, Spore city sightseeing. We were enjoy the city tour!

                                            At Raffles.

                                 At Merlion Park.
REST IN PEACE tanteku sayang. We will miss you. Love you.

 Hugs and kisses aunt. Febby.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

a lil conversation means a lot :)

Heeeeeeeey, how are you my fellas?
oh, you all  are doing good. nice to hear that.

Me? mmm ya not good. not really good actually.
sometime somehow i felt that is something wrong. me? or...
i dont know maybe me or 'something arround me' yea not sure.

yesterday, i had a little conversation with my best mateee. Aldillah Melisa Febryana. We did a hard conversation. ~so often sih ya cil~ it made me realized that my problem is not as big as 'theirs'. Sometimes i felt that my problem is such a BIG thing. feel alone, cant pass it through. You were WRONG Febrinaaa!

She is one of my trustworthy people who i trust to tell and share. We like to share anything. Love, life, friendship, family, faithfulness more than~~

Suddenly our conversation, brought us to the one topic. I was surprised, when she started to talk. she talked about something that i avoided to talk to her actually. I thought that she didn't know. But it turns out that she knew more than me hahaha. We finally get involved to a long conversation. At the end of the conversation, we said "i don't believe it, really" ya but sometimes it happened, in nowadays. hmmm. hard to believe, really

Finally we changed our topic. we felt that is too much changing around us. sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad. Not all changing is good. In odd moments, it can be painful. HEY YO! knp jd begini semua deh. Ngebuat gue jd ga nyaman aja. merasa ga berada di tempat dan kondisi yg tepat :(

ya tapi balik lagi, we have to follow the changes. Although we don't like it. We have to accept change.

~ Febrina

Saturday, May 8, 2010

first posting everybadeeeeeee

HI THERE!! woeee first postingan gue ahaha. I've nothing to do you know. Tengah malem2 gini melek ga karuan YA RAB. Udah kebiasaan sih ya. My bed time is really2 MESSED UP! Dan akhirnya gue kepikiran buat bikin blog hahah (akhirnya). Sebenernya udah dari lama sih mau buat tapinya ga jadi2 haha! BYEEEEEE